love literacy; chapter six? seven?

We finally met again after another one-month long distance due to my current work requires me to be in the farthest north of north maluku while she's back in the farthest south. it was a short break; it was only around three weeks. well, the plan was longer than that, however, i was offered additional work other than teaching (and i could not say no. i should have said no.) caused me to go back to campus even though during the semester break. so, we tried our best to make the most out of three weeks of july just like what happened in may. we went to the cinema multiple times to watch multiple movies, sometimes we got lucky, so the movie watching experience was meaningful but other times we didnt even get the point what was the movie really about or why we ended up watching the movie anyways in the first place. at least we enjoyed each other's company throughout the movie.

half a year went by just like that our relationship is still as fragile as it is, but our joined efforts also is as strong as always. i guess. im currently writing this entry in the middle of august when we're already doing another long distance and wondering when we will meet again. unlike one month in april then meet again in may or one month in june and then happily reunited again in july. this time around going to take some times until another meeting.

so many things have happened during those precious three weeks in july, yet i cant really recall the exact memories to be written here. we enjoyed breakfast and lunch and dinner; the food tasted so much better when we're together. we like watching movies but we also even found ourselves happiest watching the rain showering the town. another library date, another sitting doing nothing in the park, exploring new places for sightseeing. the beach, the cold and fresh sensation when our feet covered by the water from the sea and the sand at the seashore. the talks about the future, the fear about the uncertainty. the sunset we shared, the karaoke we sang along to. the tea and coffee at the cafes. the fights, the tears, the joy, the unplanned dates starting from early morning to late evening. the words of affirmation, the physical touch, the ups and downs of roller coster emotions.

just because i dont upload pics it doesnt mean we're not together. i tried to be focus on the present and the moment without capturing everything in pics and vids. sometimes it feels good to have some privacy and private life that nobody else knows whats going on and we're going through or been up to. but other times i hated it because i tend to forget everything without the documentation. with that said, not writing this entry or late writing this entry does not completely define what is happening. things got busy lately to the point where i dont even have the energy left for keeping this entry going. whatever may or may not recorded in this entry, i hope we're keeping the promises and commitments and everything else in between alive. until we meet again someday or until we're finally make things official spiritually in the name of God and legally in front of the indonesian law, well, fingers crossed, amen.