29 feels like 92 and i'm scared
The plan is I'll make up my mind before christmas, yes I give myself a deadline. But today during my last day as a 28-year-old human from earth (because you will never know if there's any other humans in other planets am i right?) I have taken that huge huge decision after a conversation with my mom (and after a lot of debates with myself) about I should give up on everything. To give a little bit of context to what is actually going on, I celebrated halloween this year by submitting my resignation letter but they did not accept it and then I thought I would try again next time like somewhere in december-ish aka at least before christmas finally comes around this year aka the end of this semester. This is because something happened, they said it was wrong but I did not even know it was wrong, so they got mad and i'm also got mad, they wanted me to get fired but then after talking with the people in charge they did not fire me, that is why, I tried to fire myself but they wo