i've been leaving fiction for far too long
so I joined a short online writing course especially to write a short story to submit it to a competition. it was an impulsive decision. but at least I guess I'm not alone. long story short I did write a new short story, but I don't like it. I tried to work around it but it juts doesn't work I guess. I got a new idea for another short story but got no time to write it down. writing fiction is supposed to be fun. the fact that I'm experiencing anxiety and pressure during the process is not a good sign. the story is not good enough. I don't mind submit it and failed. but I'm gonna feel bad for submitting a piece of art full of missing points. days have passed since the deadline submission. and all I can say is I'm not feeling that bad for not submitting the story I wrote. not just because I don't think it's not good enough. but also because I know I'm gonna feel bad if I really ended up submit it. the funny story is that I planned to do grad schoo...