its not that hurt (maybe)

I told my feelings to a girl at the end of 2015. I didnt actually talk to her, its more like I wrote a letter to her.

I added a note if she said yes just text me and I'll call her or ignore the letter if not. The result? No news.

Yes, congratulation I was being rejected. How am I doing now? I'm doing fine and its like there was nothing happen. I made a conclusion that it was not love, I was missunderstanding my own heart. I just like her but I dont love her. Because if it is then I'm going to get hurt so much like hell and crying like the last time I ended a relationship or being rejected.